Saturday, August 27, 2011

thinking to myself

i have a strong feeling,
that today I'm gonna fail my plan.

the plan sounds great when you say it,
and everyone seems so impressed and keeps trying to convince me that I'm going to succeed.
but,they seemed to have forgotten about the point: does she likes me too??
honestly, I don't think so.

Its not the rejection that I fear, it's the aftermath.
what if we won't be the same anymore after tonight??
what if we never talk to each other anymore if i fail?
just because she's too important to me even as a friend,
that's the reason why those questions haunt me every night and day

but now that I've come to this point,there's no turning back.
so I wish myself good luck from now on,
in hope that nothing's gonna change for the worse

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